MAD AT MYSELF
MAD AT MYSELF
" AHH ANOTHER OLD SONG THAT HASNT BEEN ALTERED AT ALL.....SOME SONGS YOU WRITE AND JUST LEAVE IT THE WAY THEY END UP....I HAVEN'T PAST THIS SONG ON TO ANYONE AND NEVER WILL..ITS JUST ONE OF THOSE SONGS I HAD TO WRITE AND NEVER INTENDED ON EVER PLAYING BUT A FEW PEOPLE HEARD THE DEMO A LONG TIME AGO AND ASKED ME TO PUT IT INTO MY ACT .....EVERY NOW + THEN IT POPS UP....IT WAS A VERY PERSONAL SONG BACK THEN FOR ME..AS I HAVE MENTIONED BEFORE...SONGWRITING IS SOMETIMES LIKE A DIARY YOU PUT MUSIC TO..OR SOMETIMES IT'S PURE FICTION....THIS ONE IS TRUE..WE ALL HAVE BEEN MAD AT OURSELVES AT ONE POINT...BUT BY THE END OF THE SONG IT REVEALS HOW I WAS ONLY HUMAN AND WAITING LOVE...SOMETIMES YOU CAN'T DO NOTHING ABOUT IT....IT'S EITHER THERE OR IT ISN'T....YOU CAN WAIT FOREVER SOMETIMES..."
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I SAID THAT I'D BE THERE,I LIED TO MYSELF,
I HAD YOU BELIEVING,I'D SEE THRU THE NITE,
THRU THIS LIFE,
* WHAT YOU SAW,WAS JUST A MAN
WITH PAIN INSIDE,
WHAT YOU SAW WAS JUST ME,
JUST ME,
YOU SAID YOU REMEMBERED,WHAT I SAID,
I HOLD ALL THE MEMORIES,I'M MAD AT MYSELF,
I'M MAD AT MYSELF,
* CHORUS
CAUSE' ALL THAT I WANTED, WAS A PLACE
IN YOUR HEART,
BEEN WAITING FOREVER,WAITING FOR LOVE,
WAITING FOR LOVE,
